So today I never had to work, thats good. Tonight I went over to grandma's and her camera wasn't working so i was gonna fix it, just needed new batteries, she says "Take the batteries out of the clock in grandpa's room" I walked in there, and it smelt so...unused. Things were somewhat clean (not like before) the bed was made perfect and it just hurt. Not only that I took the batteries out of the clock....as if I was getting rid of it :'(. It was very hard but I didn't cry. It hurt alot and I miss him more than words can say.

Alright so its been a longggg time since i've updated, oh well. I've been keeping my BME page updated (which does have a "diary") check it out  http://iam.bmezine.com/?iamkevin

So dad did drive, as I figured he would. He made it home safely :). Kind of worried about him being home though, he doesn't know about my stretched ears OR my tongue yet. :S

Yup so its blizzarding sooo bad again today. Its snowing, the winds are 80km/hr and its CRAZY out. I just went out and you honestly cant see 2 feet in front of you, its quite scary actually. Dad is driving home today, he pulled over in Swift Current, or so he says he did. Many times he lies about it and just keeps driving. If he is still driving he is STUPID cuz it is horrible out. I'll update again later tonight.

Ok, everyone that has the link to the NEW blog I created (not the body modification one) it wont work anymore. I decided I will keep THIS blog still and just create 1 new blog for body modification. If you are interested in my other blog check out   http://bodymods.blogdrive.com/     Thank you!

Ok ladies and gentlemen. Since lately i've been blogging about body modification, and not so much "my life" if that even exists, i've decided to close this blog and reopen 2 other blogs. 1 will be strictly "my life" the other will be body modification. I will post the new links here before I close.

So I tried one more time lastnight to get my sexy 2g double flared pyrex tunnel in with no luck. I've tried EVERYTHING. I brought KY jelly, a 2g taper, a 2g plug and the jewelry i was trying to get in. First I took out the old jewelry and put lube on my ear and on the new jewelry. I angled the new jewelry, pushing as hard as I could to get the lip of the jewelry in. No luck, just quite a bit of blood. Pissed off that it STILL wont go in I had a long hot shower to loosen the tissue up. Once I got out I tried just pushing it in but it wouldn't go. I grabbed the 2g taper, pushing it through my ear until the front of the jewelry was even with my ear. I grabbed the new jewelry and pushed it to get it in, letting the taper fall...NO luck. So today im gonna go to Bodily Charm and see if Judy can give me a hand. That is why this entry is titled "Mmm Pain? Most likely". *Evil Grin*     Ohhhhh and for the record I said I wouldn't go in there till my plugs are in BUT since im not buying anything it doesn't count :P

I wake up this morning and my head still hurt so bad that I could barely see. My stomach hurts and i am tired. I have some weird sores on my upper lip and getting them on my hands again, I must be allergic to something but I dunno what. I haven't ate anything different or anything. I looked at my next 2 scheduals at work, one i only get like 15.5 hrs the other i get 14 hrs. Grrr this is FUCKING bullshit. Susan needs to stop hiring people who can only work 2 fucking days. Kristin was hired to work Sat and Sun, and you have to have 12 hrs minimum. Her schedual says 16 hrs, BUT 2 people are schedualed for tomorrow, so instead of giving ME the day off, she gives her the day off... Why the FUCK is she there if she only works 1 day? Same with Kerri. Now she can only work 2 days, which is fucking bullshit. So now we have 2 people who can only work the same days. I don't get it, fire one of them and hire a part time person that can ACTUALLY work, or else give me their fucking hours.

Tonight was in fact the most pain I have experienced in a long time. I tried to put in my other 2g flesh tunnel in the other ear and it bled SO much, i literally had blood ALL over my hands. Tracie watched most of it but had no idea how much i bled :P I just wiped my hands on the papertowel and carried on.

As for the post on the tagboard by the ignorant asshole, all these "krazy" piercings I have aren't limiting me at all. I have a good part time job working almost full time hours, and I plan to get into piercing, and open a studio specializing in body modification (tattooing, piercing, scarification, branding, implanting and things like that). Also all my "krazy" piercings can be removed and/or hidden. Before you start mouthing off about shit, think :)

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A couple of months ago, 2 officers pulled over a car of teen ladies. They weren't doing anything worthy of a ticket, the police just wanted to search their car for booze. So they pull them over, make them all get out of the car and search the car. The search takes quite awhile, however they do come up with alcohol. The alcohol is open, and the teens are underage. At this point the alcohol should have been taken, and tickets written and the lady may have lost her license (Sask. laws are pretty tough about this). Anyhow, what happend noone really knows BUT the officers set the booze in the car EVEN THOUGH IT WAS OPEN AND THEY WERE UNDERAGE and let them go with no tickets or anything. Since then, there were reports of this to the police chief, and he launched an investigation. At this time, the 2 officers were proven guilty of doing this to underage ladies. The officers were immediately suspended with pay for their actions. This is suppost to scold the officers? It's a fucking vacation with pay! Not only that OUR TAX money goes to paying officers who can't do their fucking job. So today I grab the newspaper and read that the police force has spent alot more money recently then in the previous years. The police chief states "However we do have 2 officers in training, they will be avalible for service in April, this will cut down the amount of overtime our officers are working." You are correct, this will cut back on the amount of overtime, but you are paying 2 officers to sit on their asses and eat donuts. He also goes on to say "We currently have 2 officers off on paid suspension. Once their suspension is over with there will be alot less overtime for our officers." Again you are correct, less overtime. Plus we have 2 incompatent officers who haven't learned a fucking thing because they got PAID NOT TO WORK. Sure, they have a "bad record" for it, but why does that matter to them? 1 fuck up isn't a big deal considering the other shit they probably did. Also once these officers actually WORK, and we stop paying them to sit at home drinking a bottle of JDs a day, we wont have to pay 2 other officers to cover their asses. Go figure, im incredibly pissed about this. Why? Because our police do fuck all. The other day they seized some cocaine from a dude's house and charged him for traffiking. Good work boys, now if you can convince the rest of your fucking officers to actually work our tax dollers might be going to good use.